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Real Name: aaron mandamin
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1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the TwinTowers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. [[9+2=11]]
4) Flight 77 which also hit TwinTowers, was carrying 65 passengers.[[6+5=11]]
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11.
Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was [[254. 2+5+4=11.]]
2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again [[2+5+4=11.]]
3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the TwinTowers incident.
Now this is where things get totally eerie:
The most recognised symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic holy book:
"For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace."
That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.
Still uncovinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards.
Open Microsoft Word and do the following:
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the TwinTowers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS
5. What do you see?
and here is something for ya all to read and think about.............
Oxycontin withdrawl [1] (11/23/01 11:43 AM EST)
I was detoxed from Oxycontin in a hospital that used Buprines reduction shots over a 3 day period. I had been using 4 to 8 80 milligram Oxys per day for a year and half. It got so bad I had to drink 40 -60 cups of coffee a day just to be able to feel my hands and not see double. Finnally I could not take enough Oxys to get high without nodding out. I am quite fortunate that I did not die. I made the decision to check into detox and spent six days their. When I was released I figured it had been so easy I wondered why I had not done it a long time ago. I came home (I live alone) and thought I had it licked. One day later the Oxycontin Hell started. The Buprinex was leaving my body and I spent three days of literal Hell. IT has now been 36 days since my last dose of narcotics and I am just now beginning to feel slightly better. The major physical symptoms subsided very slightly each day over about 10 days with some effects still lingering. 10 days would have been easy but after about 5 days a major depression kicked in coupled with the worst weakness and anxiety I have ever known. Every night I went to bed and thought the next day I would feel better. (IF I could sleep). It did not change. Each day was exactly like the day before. IT seemed like it would never end. I did not leave the house for three weeks. It was agony just to get off the couch. The biggest thing I did was to go to the store to buy smokes and this was a major and horrifying experience. ONe piece of advice: alcohol does NOT help. I do not drink normally but it got so bad that I would do anything short of using to eliviate the symptoms if only for a brieg time. Alcohol made the symptoms worse. With each drink the ants and the kicking got worse. Finally I drank the whold fifth to knock myself out and then suffered for three days from a combination of narcotics withdrawal and a hangover. DO NOT DRINK DURING WITHDRAWAL!! I have been hanging in their and refusing to do any narcotics or mind altering substances of any sort. I had been keeping in touch with two people that detoxed at the same time I did (at the same hospital). Both had almost the exact same situation to I did and were having the same withdrawal symptoms. UNfortunately one gave up on day 23 and one gave up on day 25. They simply could not take the mental suffering anymore. IT is a damn shame because on about day 30 I began to feel slightly better. For 30 days it had not changed on bit. They gave up just a few days too soon. After 20+ days of Hell they gave up and will eventually have to either go through it again or die. Today is the best day I have had yet. I do not feel "good" but I have been able to do some laundry, clean the kitchen and go for a walk. As pathetic as that sounds it is much much more than I could do a few days ago. The buzzing in my head has stopped, The shaking has subsided mostly and I am kicking only for an hour or so at night now. My sleep has returned and I think this has a big part to do with why my recovery is beginning. I know now that I can most likely look forward to feeling a little bit better each day.
ADVICE FOR ANYONE IN OC WITHDRAWAL OR CONSIDERING DOING IT:
1) DO IT. IF YOU DO NOT YOUR LIFE WILL CONTINUE TO BE HELL AND YOU WILL DIE OR GO TO JAIL. IT IS PAINFULL BUT SO ARE THE ALTERNITIVES. YOU WILL EVENTUALLY BECOME IMMUNE TO THE EFFECTS OF OC AND WILL BE DOING THEM ONLY TO AVOID BEING SICK
2) DO NOT EXPECT A FEW DAYS OF SYMPTOMS AND THEN BE ABLE TO RETURN TO LIFE AS NORMALL. THE MAJOR PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS WILL LAST AT LEAST 5-10 DAYS AND THE DEPRESSION WILL LAST AT LEAST A FEW WEEKS. I RECOMMEND YOU MAKE ARRANGEMENTS TO BE TOTALLY OUT OF COMMISSION FOR AT LEAST A MONTH. MOST LIKELY YOU WILL BE COMPLETELY UNABLE TO WORK UNLESS YOU RETURN TO NARCOTICS USE.
3) EXPECT A PAINFULL AND LINGERING ORDEAL AND MAKE UP YOUR MIND TO ENDURE IT. IT WILL NOT BE EASY BUT IT WILL BE WORTH IT. IT HAS BEEN EXTREMELY HARD NOT TO GIVE UP OVER THE LAST MONTH BUT NOW THAT I AM FEELING BETTER IT WAS WORTH IT. I DO NOT THINK I COULD DO THIS AGAIN. I HAVE HEARD THAT IT GETS HARDER EACH TIME YOU WITHDRAW. I DO NOT INTEND TO EVER HAVE TO WITHDRAW AGAIN.
I don't feel great yet but I am FREE!! Anyone who is addicted knows what I mean by "FREE". Each day is getting better and I know the worst is behind me.
by;annonymous.........
"The Conjuring"
Welcome to out sanguinary sect of worship, Feel at home in our black conventicle, As we anathematise, All of those who oppose us, Don't summon the devil, Don't call the priests, If you need the strength, The conjuring. Obey!!!
Behold the flames rise, From the compass' cardinal points, Burn the sacred oil, And, with the ashes you'll annoint,
Arrange the symbols, Of the wizard, and, magician, Light the candles, Place the parchment paper in position, Between its leaves place, The lash from a black cat's eye, A straw of a broom, Fold, and, burn, and, centralise,
Don't summon the devil, Don't call the priests, If you need the strength, The conjuring,
I am the devil's advocate, A salesman, if you will, You know my name. [You know my name],
I met your father years ago, Gave him what he'd please, He called my name, you'll do the same,
I'm claiming what is mine by right, It's time to close the deal, You're bought and sold, bought and sold,
Come join me in my infernal depths, Mephisto's hall of fame I've got your soul, I've got your soul, The conjuring. Obey!!!
Good Mourning / Black Friday
Good Mourning. Hey, I don't feel so good. Something's not right, Something's coming over me What the f**k is this?
Killer, intruder, homicidal man. If you see me coming, run as fast as you can. A blood thirsty demon who's stalking the street. I hack up my victims like pieces of meat. Blood thirsty demon, sinister fiend, Bludgeonous slaughters, my evil deeds.
My hammer's a cold piece of blood-lethal steel. I grin while you writhe with the pain that I deal. Swinging the hammer, I hack through their heads, Deviant defilers, you're next to be dead. I unleash my hammer with sadistic intent. Pounding, surrounding, slamming through your head. Yeah!
Their bodies convulse, in agony, and, pain. I mangle their faces, till no features remain. A blade for the butchering, I cut them to shreds. First take out the organs, then cut off the head. The remains of flesh now sop under my feet. One more bloody massacre, the murders' complete. I seek to dismember, a sadist fiend. And, blood baths are my way of getting clean.
I lurk in the alleys, wait for the kill. I have no remorse for the blood that I spill A merciless butcher who lives underground. I'm out to destroy you and ,I will, cut you down. (Cut you down) I see you, and, I'm waiting ,for Black Friday.
Killer, intruder, homicidal man. If you see me coming, run as fast as you can. A blood thirsty demon who's stalking the street. I hack up my victims like pieces of meat. I lurk in the alleys, wait for the kill. I have no remorse for the blood that I spill A merciless butcher who lives underground. I'm out to destroy you and ,I will, cut you down.
It's Black Friday, paint the devil on the wall. [8 times]
A Tout Le Monde (Set Me Free)
[feat. Cristina Scabbia]
Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes When I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied
So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all Smile when you think of me My body's gone that's all
A tout le monde (To all the world)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I have to leave)
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
If my heart was still alive I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say
Moving on is a simple thing What it leaves behind is hard You know the sleeping feel no more pain And the living are scarred
A tout le monde (To all the world)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I have to leave)
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all Please smile, smile when you think about me My body's gone that's all
A tout le monde (To all the world)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I have to leave)
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free [2x]
These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free..........
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